I Don't know what it is ...?

I don't know if I was my mind but when I was about six I was in my house and I some what could not sleep.I would fear of ghost and I don't know if I saw one or not because I would close my eyes with the cover over my head , but with my eyes close I saw images in my head and all I could do was run to my moms room I constently would run in there and my mother would get annoyed she didn't believe me with the noises I was hearing.I always get shivers up my spine know I am 13 and at this moment I still fear this house has a spirt in it but know I have a shiver up my spine with a felling of cold.My mom wouls say it is a angel watching over us , my mom belives in ghost I do to so she got the house blessed because she was worried maybe it was demonic.When the blesser came I would not enter my room which I shared with my sister and know I still suffer from it.I hope I can help others with my physic abilities and also to be around paranormal work .Does this seem like a paranormal experience or just my mind getting ahold of me.The last part I remeber was it was clownish like and I have never seen IT but it looked some what similar to Pennywise.What I was told from my brother is that my brother used a Ouija board but knowing him I can never trust him because he jokes/lies and would try to scare me and say he doesn't have it so no matter what I could not tell the spirt to leave because I don't have a board my brother was 13 when I was 6 so I don't think he knew how to dispose the board right if there was one.